. . . The city had called me back to give me an update. They believed they had tracked down what was now a series of random punching- all with no motive or theft involved. "A college fraternity initiation," stated the kind gentleman on the phone. I found myself relieved. I found myself with a renewed sense of safety. And I found myself ashamed for slowly buying into some of the assumptions of those around me. Why did it make a difference whether this person was a wealthy attender of a nearby expensive institution or a homeless man? Either way, he is a man. I began to think about which scenario says more about our society. If it was a homeless man, at least I could have blamed myself for perpetuating a monetary and economic system that forces a rapidly growing list of those who cannot make ends meet. Who was I to blame now? What injustices existed to create this problem? Were the roles reversed? Did I appear to be the poorly dressed city "kid" that someone (probably not even from the state) thought was expendable to meet his own desires?
What a beautiful lesson in solidarity and what a tiny window into the world in which our neighbors have lived for generations.
Friday, March 30, 2012
Wednesday, March 14, 2012
Morning surprise
It was a dark, rainy, Thursday morning. I had just crossed the street to change buses and I was thinking how pretty the rain looked on this particular morning as it hit the pavement on Main Street. Suddenly, pain and confusion overcame me and my hands immediately went up to cover my face where something had unexpectedly just come into extreme contact with it. Dazed, I slowly pieced together what had just happened. The bus previous to mine pulled up and the driver immediately got out to be sure I was OK. She had witnessed a man sneaking up behind me, punching me in the eye, and then running away. I recall being happy at her recounting of the story as I thought I must have imagined it. Her act of kindness and compassion immediately squashed my feelings of isolation and vulnerability.
I slowly developed an enormous and somewhat hideous black eye. The worst part of it all to me was the process of being forced to repeat the story what seemed like an infinite amount of times. Why would I want to perpetuate what is already a negative attitude towards my city? Many people glared at me with an, "I told you so" look on their faces as I did my best to tell the story of the kind bus driver vs. the story of the gentleman who assaulted me. I wished I had gotten a better look at him, I wished I was able to understand what his motives were, and I wished he had taken the time to explain himself or even look at me. Many assumptions were made. "Just another crazy guy." "He must be in a gang." "You must have looked like his dealer." -And the list goes on and on. None would prove to be true.
To be continued. . .
I slowly developed an enormous and somewhat hideous black eye. The worst part of it all to me was the process of being forced to repeat the story what seemed like an infinite amount of times. Why would I want to perpetuate what is already a negative attitude towards my city? Many people glared at me with an, "I told you so" look on their faces as I did my best to tell the story of the kind bus driver vs. the story of the gentleman who assaulted me. I wished I had gotten a better look at him, I wished I was able to understand what his motives were, and I wished he had taken the time to explain himself or even look at me. Many assumptions were made. "Just another crazy guy." "He must be in a gang." "You must have looked like his dealer." -And the list goes on and on. None would prove to be true.
To be continued. . .
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